I know it’s been a few years since you wrote that, but I wanted to check in. Moving schools is already rough, and then getting ghosted by the people you thought were friends? That’s brutal. It makes total sense you snapped and needed space. Being ignored while they act like nothing’s wrong would drive anyone up a wall.
I really hope stepping away gave you some peace and didn’t just leave you lonelier. I hope you found people who actually see you and treat you like you matter, not like background noise. If you ever came back around to them, I hope it was on your terms, or even better, that you didn’t have to and found better friends instead.
If you’re still dealing with stuff like that now: you deserve friends who hear you, include you, and don’t gatekeep who speaks. Blocking and taking a break can be a healthy move when people are treating you poorly. Hope things landed better for you.